Please accept my heartfelt prayers for Larry's family. Having lost my precious son Nicholas to a senseless act of drunken violence in Sept 2001, I understand how disorientated and devastated his family are feeling.
Just know that, even though nothing is harder than this, it is survivable. Things can never be the same, there's a hole in your heart, but you can keep going, breath by breath, step by step, toward that day when you will see him again. Keep a close eye out for signs from him, he will stay very close for a while, until you are OK. My heart is with you. CC